poems

Galatea Almost / Hazel

Galatea

I willingly 

set my flesh

to clay. Like 

ivory 

draped in silk. 

Or veined marble 

carved to life. 

Onyx

in ruin.

 A paragon. 

He moulds the 

untouched earth. Like 

his chisel isn’t 

meant 

to mutilate. 

He takes clumps of 

skin and muscle. Gnaws 

at my bone. Eviscerates— 

me. 

At every score, the 

stone rebuffs him. 

Impervious 

to his assault. 

I am 

ossified. Like 

the wintry surface 

of the ocean. 

A failed 

armature. Ice 

not rubble— 

aborted. 

Intractable. 


Almost

He tells me I’m beautiful but I cannot hear it. No, I correct him, just cute. 
Cute and beautiful, he says in a voice that sounds true but ominous,
like standing on the edge of a halcyon cliff. 

Look at my hair, I laugh after a night of bodies grinding, skin still damp.
It’s almost perfect; it usually gets so mussed up.
It’s beautiful, he says, as if in earnest, 
his voice so sweet and gentle
I almost believe it. 
almost. 

No, I say. He sighs now, 
and I feel the heaviness of it.
You never let me tell you you’re beautiful.
I say nothing but I feel a shift, seismic,
the low groan that signals the avalanche.

He stops saying it now, bowed by my resistance, 
the loss more resonant than I imagined
and I miss the sentiment: 
the lies, 
the sweetness,
the earnestness. 

Too late, I see the shadow of the fault line, 
its seamless, silent rupture.
And I am left with an echo 
of a sweet, gentle voice 
I could not hear.

Hazel

She is becoming
the attunement I seek.

The white noise from the TV
recedes into the background
as the luminescence of the filament dims—

the encroaching black night
held back by the armour
of a soft coat,
a warm breath,
and a gentle purr.